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Work was slow today. I hated slow days. They gave me too much time to think. I liked the fast paced, emergency situations. Not that I liked humans dying. But I liked, no LOVED when work was fast and quick. Maybe because that’s the way I was. Fast. Of course, Edward was faster. Edward. I remember the day I turned him. Vampire memories are always so vivid. It’s hard to forget anything. I remember him lying on that hospital bed. He was dying. His parents had preceded him, his mother the most recently. I didn’t want to tell him. Vampires and humans are the same in their love. If anything were to happen to Esme, I would want to die. Edward has lost both his parents, whom he loved dearly. But I had to tell him. And then I had to make him live. His mother had asked me to save Edward. She knew I could do it. What she didn’t know was WHAT I was going to do. She didn’t know what I was, what I was capable of. That I really could save him. By making him like me. I broke the news to Edward. He didn’t cry. He didn’t look angry that I couldn’t save her.
“She told me to save YOU.” I had had told him. Edward looked at me, his eyes filled with pain.
“I’m sorry you can’t.” He replied feebly. I saw his eyes close. I knew I had to act right then! Edward was about to die. He had given up. He had nothing left in the world, nothing to live for anymore. I struggled inside myself for a few brief seconds. Why not let him die? Wouldn’t it be better for him? But his mother. It was her last wish. Couldn’t I fulfill it? But she didn’t know what she was really saying to me. She didn’t know. I COULD save him, but not in the way she had though. I moved my head toward his neck. There were two options. One: I would kill Edward myself. Or two: I would save him. Whatever decision I made, that would be my answer. My teeth sank into the soft skin on his neck. The blood flowed readily from his veins into my mouth. It was wonderful. Edward yelled in pain, but I barely heard it. No one came to see what was the matter. Patients screamed and yelled in pain often. It was a common occurrence, nothing anyone was alarmed about. But I didn’t let go. Then an image of Edward’s mother flashed before me. I let go. After I did, it was easy to resist. I worked around blood all day. The smell or sight of it no longer bothered me. Edward was still screaming. I reached down again and bit his wrists, then the inner part of his arms, where they bent at the elbow. Those were the wounds I had sustained. I hoped they would do the job, and that he wouldn’t suffer for long. I wasn’t sure what to do with him. Patients made a lot of noise when they were dying or having seizures. I just didn’t know what he would do once the transformation was over. I had killed people when I was new. But I’d always hated taking innocent lives. What if he didn’t? What if he WANTED to kill people? How would he react? I had never turned anyone before. But I now knew that I could. It was possible. I thought about Edward now. He had turned out fine. He had gone through a rebellious stage once. That was the only time he had killed anyone. But everyone who lived in the house with Esme and me was free to go their own way. I hadn’t tried to stop Edward. I still wouldn’t, if he suddenly changed his mind. I still wonder if changing him was the best thing for him. He didn’t seem particularly happy with this life. But who could be? Everyone you knew, all your friends, the bonds you’d made. You had to watch all those people die, while you lived forever. But, Edward also didn’t seem like he hated our life. He was indifferent. Like Esme.
“She told me to save YOU.” I had had told him. Edward looked at me, his eyes filled with pain.
“I’m sorry you can’t.” He replied feebly. I saw his eyes close. I knew I had to act right then! Edward was about to die. He had given up. He had nothing left in the world, nothing to live for anymore. I struggled inside myself for a few brief seconds. Why not let him die? Wouldn’t it be better for him? But his mother. It was her last wish. Couldn’t I fulfill it? But she didn’t know what she was really saying to me. She didn’t know. I COULD save him, but not in the way she had though. I moved my head toward his neck. There were two options. One: I would kill Edward myself. Or two: I would save him. Whatever decision I made, that would be my answer. My teeth sank into the soft skin on his neck. The blood flowed readily from his veins into my mouth. It was wonderful. Edward yelled in pain, but I barely heard it. No one came to see what was the matter. Patients screamed and yelled in pain often. It was a common occurrence, nothing anyone was alarmed about. But I didn’t let go. Then an image of Edward’s mother flashed before me. I let go. After I did, it was easy to resist. I worked around blood all day. The smell or sight of it no longer bothered me. Edward was still screaming. I reached down again and bit his wrists, then the inner part of his arms, where they bent at the elbow. Those were the wounds I had sustained. I hoped they would do the job, and that he wouldn’t suffer for long. I wasn’t sure what to do with him. Patients made a lot of noise when they were dying or having seizures. I just didn’t know what he would do once the transformation was over. I had killed people when I was new. But I’d always hated taking innocent lives. What if he didn’t? What if he WANTED to kill people? How would he react? I had never turned anyone before. But I now knew that I could. It was possible. I thought about Edward now. He had turned out fine. He had gone through a rebellious stage once. That was the only time he had killed anyone. But everyone who lived in the house with Esme and me was free to go their own way. I hadn’t tried to stop Edward. I still wouldn’t, if he suddenly changed his mind. I still wonder if changing him was the best thing for him. He didn’t seem particularly happy with this life. But who could be? Everyone you knew, all your friends, the bonds you’d made. You had to watch all those people die, while you lived forever. But, Edward also didn’t seem like he hated our life. He was indifferent. Like Esme.
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Esme18: JigsawFallingIntoPlace
As I pulled away from Carlisle--reluctantly--I expected the rush of blood to my cheeks. I anticipated it--the hot, blushing embarrassment that always came after I humiliated myself. Kissing a man I hardly knew constituted as humiliating myself.
But as I slowly edged my face away from his, struggling to keep the feel of his skin on mine fresh in my mind, no such feeling came--the embarrassment, of course, I still felt, but the heat did not flood my cheeks. Carlisle watched me patiently and kindly as I felt my felt my face melt into an embarrassed mortification.
My fingers released his face, moving instead to my own cheeks. I covered them wit
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Renesmee Cullen Chap. 4
The next few months flew by. I was becoming better friends with Trevor and Gregory, and I had made a few other friends at my small school. I came to find out that Trevor had a good voice, and that Gregory was really good at drums, he was so coordinated. Besides school, everything had been going as usual. Me going to Jakes, or him coming to our house, going to guitar lessons, and visiting Grandpa and Grandma every other day. I had this new this called homework. I hated it. It took time away from Jake and my play time. Time seemed to fly by now, and, before I knew it, it was April.
One day, in homeroom, Gregory seemed like he was bei
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Renesmee Cullen - Chapter 1
As I stared out the car window, I began to notice more details than I could before. I could notice large rocks on the road. My eyes were getting better. I counted how many rocks I could see as the speeding car got even faster some how. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6-
Renesmee, My mother said over the back seat.
Yes? I answered.
What are you doing back there? Youre so quiet. She laughed.
Her eyes are getting better. My dad answered before I could.
I frowned at him. He was reading my thoughts again. Though I knew he couldnt help it, it was still annoying. I rolled down my window slightly a
This is about Carlisle thinking about when he changed everyone. It's a four part series, because there were four. Edward is first.
My other Twilight Fanfics:
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 3: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 4: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 2 Part 1: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 2 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 3 Part 1: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 3 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 4: In progress
Rosalie and Emmett: [link]
A Day in the Life of Alice Cullen Part 1: [link]
A Day in the Life of Alice Cullen Part 2: In progress
Twipods: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 1: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 2: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 3: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 4: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 5: In progress
Wedding Day Chat: [link]
Typical Cullen Lunch: [link]
Bella VS Jacob: [link]
The Twilight Before Christmas: [link]
Never Give Alice Cullen Sugar Part 1: [link]
Never Give Alice Cullen Sugar Part 2: [link]
My other Twilight Fanfics:
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 3: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 1 Part 4: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 2 Part 1: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 2 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 3 Part 1: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 3 Part 2: [link]
Through Carlisle's Eyes Chapter 4: In progress
Rosalie and Emmett: [link]
A Day in the Life of Alice Cullen Part 1: [link]
A Day in the Life of Alice Cullen Part 2: In progress
Twipods: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 1: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 2: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 3: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 4: [link]
Alice Cullen the Beginning Part 5: In progress
Wedding Day Chat: [link]
Typical Cullen Lunch: [link]
Bella VS Jacob: [link]
The Twilight Before Christmas: [link]
Never Give Alice Cullen Sugar Part 1: [link]
Never Give Alice Cullen Sugar Part 2: [link]
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This was really good so don't get me wrong but Carlisle met and turned Edward and then later found Esme and changed her. So carlisle shouldn't know about her at this point, but other than that it was sweet